Liam St. John talks about hitting rock bottom, self-medicating, and processing his pain
Liam St. John has poured his heart and soul into his debut album, “Man of the North,” as he delved into the depths of his personal history and experiences to create a cohesive narrative that reflects his journey. The rising star opened up about the emotional process of writing his life story, which culminated in the title track that tied everything together.
The album, composed of 16 tracks, is a chronological account of St. John’s life, beginning with reflections on the absence of a father figure and the emotional turmoil it caused him. He also delves into the storms he weathered over the years, including a significant period of dark depression that led to feelings of suppression and emotional numbness.
St. John candidly discusses his struggles with self-medication as a coping mechanism to deal with his emotional pain. This period of self-reflection and growth took a significant turn when he faced a major breakup in 2020, pushing him to hit “rock bottom.” It was during this challenging time that he learned to be more compassionate towards himself and embraced a more positive self-affirming mindset.
The artist emphasized the importance of processing the pain he had experienced, allowing him to grow and move beyond his reliance on numbing agents like drugs and alcohol. Through writing emotionally charged tracks like “Dipped in Bleach” and “Devil in Disguise,” St. John confronted his inner fears and doubts about his life choices, leading to personal growth and self-discovery.
Currently, St. John is fully immersed in his Man of the North Tour, where he continues to connect with his audience through his music. Beyond his performances, he enjoys exploring new cities, browsing vintage shops, and getting spontaneous tattoos. The artist finds solace in meditation, sauna sessions, and the support of his therapist, emphasizing the importance of surrounding himself with a strong network of individuals who uplift and inspire him.
Reflecting on his journey, St. John acknowledged the profound impact music has had on his life, surpassing his experiences in academia and athletics. Playing to small audiences in intimate settings provided him with a sense of peace and authenticity that he had never felt before. With “Man of the North” released to the world, St. John’s dream has become a reality, marking a pivotal moment in his musical career that he holds dear.